From HERO to ZERO...
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
welll...start work at 6! i was at home resting..thinking about what's gonna happen next.... :( i been thru aaalllllooottttt of shit this year! from starting of the month untill now.! i can't afford to take more shit already...so i just relax and calm down for now...
just now at work,i feel so headache cause of the painkiller that i take...after awhile ok already cause indra give me some energy drink ! thanks dude! hehe work is so damn tired! and i donno should i just forget about work or continue studying!? can someone give me some advice?
Finish work ,alfred asking me for a supper at simpang bedok...the hokkien mee is so fucking damn nice lor! hehee and we start to talk about life...alfred ask me,You still thinking about my ex? and i said"YA of course..." i know is been 1month but from the bottom of my heart,is very hard for me to forget everything! and now i just forcing my self lor...hope will end soon..
erm...girl,i trust u! and i know u can be a better person in future! and please dont because of one guy u can't trust anyone! mayb for u every guy is the same..but U are so damn wrong...i know is hard...but sometimes u have to try! and see the result... :) and honestly is not easy...it takes time..
I thought I'd never love again,
I thought my life was over and
I didn't want to face, or even see another day,
Suddenly from no where, babe you appeared,
You dried my tears, you cared. for me,
Maybe your love for me, it's true it rescued me,
It's because of you, I was able to
Fall in love again,
I Need
Someone to love,
Someone to touch,
Someone to hold,
end-peace-nite-
just now at work,i feel so headache cause of the painkiller that i take...after awhile ok already cause indra give me some energy drink ! thanks dude! hehe work is so damn tired! and i donno should i just forget about work or continue studying!? can someone give me some advice?
Finish work ,alfred asking me for a supper at simpang bedok...the hokkien mee is so fucking damn nice lor! hehee and we start to talk about life...alfred ask me,You still thinking about my ex? and i said"YA of course..." i know is been 1month but from the bottom of my heart,is very hard for me to forget everything! and now i just forcing my self lor...hope will end soon..
erm...girl,i trust u! and i know u can be a better person in future! and please dont because of one guy u can't trust anyone! mayb for u every guy is the same..but U are so damn wrong...i know is hard...but sometimes u have to try! and see the result... :) and honestly is not easy...it takes time..
I thought I'd never love again,
I thought my life was over and
I didn't want to face, or even see another day,
Suddenly from no where, babe you appeared,
You dried my tears, you cared. for me,
Maybe your love for me, it's true it rescued me,
It's because of you, I was able to
Fall in love again,
I Need
Someone to love,
Someone to touch,
Someone to hold,
end-peace-nite-
.another dream about you? it's make me more crazy hehehe
Monday, February 8, 2010
hehee...3.00 i was awake from my sleep cause my dream is so scary this time... :( and still is about you.. hope she orite! :( why i keep dreaming about her ar? can someone tell me why? issit i feeel a crush on her? ddamnnn only god know lor..
at the same time,i have no where to go..cause i just wasting my life in this world without someoen that i can care about ... i really need a girl in my life if not waaa super damn bored...i ccan't pretend everything's is OK...cause everytime i force myself to be like that it make me more worst and worst...
But lucky i got this one friend that can understand me...hope i can know her more lor.. :)
OK i off to slp cause still got work on the next day hehe :) nite nite
one more thing! thanks alfred for makin me a better man this few day's! without a friend like u i thinkk now ppl can say HADY R.I.P:) choiw! goodnite emily!
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at the same time,i have no where to go..cause i just wasting my life in this world without someoen that i can care about ... i really need a girl in my life if not waaa super damn bored...i ccan't pretend everything's is OK...cause everytime i force myself to be like that it make me more worst and worst...
But lucky i got this one friend that can understand me...hope i can know her more lor.. :)
OK i off to slp cause still got work on the next day hehe :) nite nite
one more thing! thanks alfred for makin me a better man this few day's! without a friend like u i thinkk now ppl can say HADY R.I.P:) choiw! goodnite emily!
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this is just crazy....
Saturday, February 6, 2010
i felt like i'm alone,lonely in this world....why can't i have a good life like other people! i never wanted to be like this,but why this thing happen to me again?!?! ahhhh hady will always be like hady...just cool down! one day i may believe that a dream girl of my life will come to rule my heart bck! yea!~is been 1week know you makes me feel so happy! casue dream about u and me playing bowling! ok...enough talking about that ! ehehe i need to go work!!!
I"MMMMMM LLLLAAAAAATTTTTEEEEEEE again hehe bye!
OUT OF MY HEAD!
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
