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baby...

2010-04-14T15:09:00.000-07:00

sch is gonna start soon...and i know u sure dont have time for me...but dont worry... :) i will try my best to meet u ! :) and i dont mind if u wanna have ur time wit ur friends,for me friends always come first! remember that! :) and i just want u to focus on ur study and dont think about me so much! :D cause i dont want to be blame if anything goes wrong baby.. :)

and u know right that i already stop this night life thing...no nd to be worry about me also,cause i will not go bck to the old hady. :)

lastly,i love you so damn much! damn much! without u i donno where to go...i hope we will be forever..and i nvr feel shy or what to have a gf that younger than me ! ok.. :) cause i know u're better from all my ex's! :) LOVE YOU SO MUCH SERENE HO! :D

:) sweet day's!

2010-04-14T07:50:00.000-07:00

hehee trust me i will hug n kiss u at work place b4 u off! :P hehee
love you so damn much!

is time to change! :D

2010-04-13T10:39:00.000-07:00

haha :D finally....
i know is kinda weird to be dating wit a someone who is really younger than me,but i will changeeverythings for us! and trust me...since i know u my life have change a lot...and i dont want to go bck to my old hady! :) that is my promise!

SERENE! love you so much! and promise me that u won't do the same thing like all my ex's did it to me! :D woo!

Love you so damn much! どうも　ありがとう　ございます　

:)

2010-04-05T09:56:00.001-07:00

hadyy!!!!!!
hadyy!!!!!!
hadyy!!!!!!
hadyy!!!!!!
hadyy!!!!!!
hadyy!!!!!!
hadyy!!!!!!
hadyy!!!!!!
hadyy!!!!!!
hehehe hehehe

W O R K I S S O B O R E D ! ! !

2010-04-04T19:34:00.000-07:00

10.00 PM READY FOR WORK... AND I'M STILL SICK... :( hady have to be strong! :D can't slp well! bye!

Try ur best to be the best!

2010-04-04T08:06:00.001-07:00

AAAAAA finally! i wrote something here! hehee is been awhile ya know! :D lazy to update it cause i spending all my day at home mixing some song and play wit my BIG BOYS TOYS! ehehe :P

i realize something,i really had a fucking awesome day wit all my cousin and low! ehehe damn! seriously,i now i know all ur family will be around u when u r feelin down ! :(

my life so fucking bored! work,home,mixing,movie and shisha! hah....for 2month i've been trying to forget about that girl , and now i'm ready to move on ! cause she's got someone special already! happy for her! :D and V~! let me tell u something! TRUST is really important in a relationship! without this thing it will be like me and you! hehehe ok!

I WANT YOU!!! ONLY YOU

hehe stupid hady! hehee aaaaa what else?

up to toe!

2010-03-16T00:26:00.001-07:00

:) it's been awhile nvr blogging! hehee busy wit work...streeessss!!!!

nah...no mood for now... nxt time mayb! huh

From HERO to ZERO...

2010-02-09T09:55:00.000-08:00

welll...start work at 6! i was at home resting..thinking about what's gonna happen next.... :( i been thru aaalllllooottttt of shit this year! from starting of the month untill now.! i can't afford to take more shit already...so i just relax and calm down for now...

just now at work,i feel so headache cause of the painkiller that i take...after awhile ok already cause indra give me some energy drink ! thanks dude! hehe work is so damn tired! and i donno should i just forget about work or continue studying!? can someone give me some advice?

Finish work ,alfred asking me for a supper at simpang bedok...the hokkien mee is so fucking damn nice lor! hehee and we start to talk about life...alfred ask me,You still thinking about my ex? and i said"YA of course..." i know is been 1month but from the bottom of my heart,is very hard for me to forget everything! and now i just forcing my self lor...hope will end soon..

erm...girl,i trust u! and i know u can be a better person in future! and please dont because of one guy u can't trust anyone! mayb for u every guy is the same..but U are so damn wrong...i know is hard...but sometimes u have to try! and see the result... :) and honestly is not easy...it takes time..

I thought I'd never love again,
I thought my life was over and
I didn't want to face, or even see another day,
Suddenly from no where, babe you appeared,
You dried my tears, you cared. for me,
Maybe your love for me, it's true it rescued me,
It's because of you, I was able to
Fall in love again,
I Need
Someone to love,
Someone to touch,
Someone to hold,

end-peace-nite-

.another dream about you? it's make me more crazy hehehe

2010-02-08T11:19:00.000-08:00

hehee...3.00 i was awake from my sleep cause my dream is so scary this time... :( and still is about you.. hope she orite! :( why i keep dreaming about her ar? can someone tell me why? issit i feeel a crush on her? ddamnnn only god know lor..

at the same time,i have no where to go..cause i just wasting my life in this world without someoen that i can care about ... i really need a girl in my life if not waaa super damn bored...i ccan't pretend everything's is OK...cause everytime i force myself to be like that it make me more worst and worst...

But lucky i got this one friend that can understand me...hope i can know her more lor.. :)

OK i off to slp cause still got work on the next day hehe :) nite nite

one more thing! thanks alfred for makin me a better man this few day's! without a friend like u i thinkk now ppl can say HADY R.I.P:) choiw! goodnite emily!
!

this is just crazy....

2010-02-06T18:10:00.001-08:00

i felt like i'm alone,lonely in this world....why can't i have a good life like other people! i never wanted to be like this,but why this thing happen to me again?!?! ahhhh hady will always be like hady...just cool down! one day i may believe that a dream girl of my life will come to rule my heart bck! yea!~

is been 1week know you makes me feel so happy! casue dream about u and me playing bowling! ok...enough talking about that ! ehehe i need to go work!!!

I"MMMMMM LLLLAAAAAATTTTTEEEEEEE again hehe bye!

OUT OF MY HEAD!

2010-02-02T08:45:00.000-08:00

throw it all away!

2010-01-31T06:05:00.000-08:00

Aint nobody gonna do the things i did
Aint nobody gonna kiss the way i kiss
Aint nobody gonna spend the way i spend
Aint nobody gonna love you like i did
Aint nobody gonna be the fool for you
Aint nobody gonna open the doors for you
Aint nobody going through what i went through
Aint nobody gonna love you
Love you like i did...

Anytime you needed a friend
Girl i was right there for you
Anytime you needed love
You could call on me for that too
There is nothing, nothing that i wouldnt do for you
Tell me whos gonna love you girl
The way i loved you

Everything you always wanted
Girl you know i gave it to you
Never had to worry cuz you knew
I would take care of you
And you may find, another man
But cant nobody love you
The way that i loved you

after all is so hard....

2010-01-30T22:31:00.000-08:00

back to single and normal life..is been nearly 1month without you and it's seems very hard for me,i trying to go bck to my old hady but thing's turn up kinda good for a few hours only!what a waste! :(
i know you havin a good time of ur life now without me,all i can do now is just pray that thing's will get better ... i'm dying without the one that i care about IN THIS WORLD...!!! she said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya
and I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
you couldn't stand to be near me
when my face don't seem to want to shine
cuz it's all about lying for a good reason!

Love come again and again...

2009-11-16T19:15:00.001-08:00

yeah~~~sorry for the long week month of holiday! dont have time to update my blog..sorry sorrryyy... :) hady nw is no more SINGLE anymore :) VIVIAN HAN PEI XIAN i/c number hahahaha siao! 5november...4.37 am i will always remember this thing ! :) LOVE YOU

Across the line...Me and You just friend after all!

2009-09-19T08:09:00.000-07:00

in a way,i need a change from this burnout scene..another time.another town and another everything but it's always back to you...Stumble out,in the night from the pouring rain made the block,sat and thought there's more i need..It's always back to you...I'M GOOD WITHOUT YOU!
HOW MANY TIMES CAN I BREAK TILL I SHATTER?
OVER THE LINE CAN'T DEFINE WHAT I'M AFTER
I ALWAYS TURN THE THINGS AROUND
GIVE ME A BREAK LET ME MAKE MY OWN PATTERN
ALL THAT IT TAKES IS SOME TIME BUT I'M SHATTERED!
I GIVE IT UP BABE! GIVE IT UP!
as long as You happy that's fine wit me! bye! mwah!

fasting month is over! and now hari raya is coming! hehe

2009-09-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

fasting month was great!...friends all over the place to cheer me
up...raf,winda,livy,zwity,shahil,remy,granville,AJ and batok! hehe damn! HOMIES for life yawg! hee...i know all of them at zicra,cool!awesome! friends who got my back when i'm sad and moody! thx yawg! and now i can say goodbye to loneliness already cause i have friends from a different country and different worldd! hehehe STONEr!!! keep it up! choiw!

Special promotion! hehee

2009-08-31T09:37:00.000-07:00

yeah! finally! so easy to make this food! :D VEAL parmiagian! but still nd to be add more seafood inside! :D sorry ! is been a age that i nvm wrote anything at my blog..busy lately! hehe

so much in love

2009-08-04T20:06:00.000-07:00

You are to me,What poetry tries to say with a word,You are a song,All the music my heart ever heard...I can't escape The air that I breathe even speaks of you And I'm not ashamed to say That I feel this way..I will stand before God Give you all that I've got I can promise you I'll be true I reveal here and now As we both take this vow ,I am so in love....Our love will grow As the years come and go, I will be by your side,There isn't anything That I would deny that i'm so in love with you... :(

love is all about pain....

2009-08-02T04:50:00.000-07:00

mayb she still cannot realize that i'm talking about her....i dont want to post it here cause i dont want her to think about it...it's been for 3month keep thinking about her...in this 3month a lot of things happen to me did she care about it? did she msg or call to meet me up?busy of course.. hehe untill now...so i give up already...i always care about her,mayb she's just too busy...i always dream of us being 2gther...(that dream will not come thru!)nw hady. nwhat r u going to to? just keep it by urself ar hady! nobody care about you! if have is super amazing ar! uhu cause hady always be so SUCKY! uhu ya hady suck! ok !

now all i can is 5 step! and go away!fly away!nver turn bck! bye!~

To all my friends bck at kl...aku miss korang siot! hope can meet u'll and session2 mcm dulu hehee i learn alot from korang semua! and now..guy's! thanks! hope this is not the last time i say bye ar ok! :D ok guy's! KRT KRT KRT! ehhee :D

jakarta! now singapore!

2009-07-17T01:06:00.000-07:00

jakarta is was super damn fun! :D
can check my facebook for more pics! i just upload some here! :D sorry for the late updating my blog sey! :P

and now! is for Room make over hehehehehe...off day at home, do some make over to my brand new room! here is the pic before the room has been make over! :D

JENG JENG JENG JENG!!!! now This is My Brand New Room! yeah! for 5hours to clean and do some make over ! a help from my cousin aIP thx yo! :D woo wooo

yeah! thx again to aIP! and hopefully the room will maintain clean lol hehehe :P thx bye!

fly to jakarta in pain...

2009-06-29T08:52:00.000-07:00

uh...all i can say is take care n enjoy..! huh..will update my blog nxt week wit a lot of pics! :D PROMISE!

Cannot meet you b4 i go nvm...promise after this sure no probs! :D yeah! bye!

This is so damn good! and i wish everyday got ppl can company me chatting like this! :D TQ!~

2009-06-25T10:24:00.001-07:00

♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
maaf ya...dc tadi..
?
sue. says:
dc?
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
iya..
disconnect lol..
sue. says:
ohhh....
nggak mengapa
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
erm...
amat lapar si..
sue. says:
gue pun
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
rasa sungguh malas utk pergi ke dapur..
kamu busy eh?
sue. says:
enggak deh
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:

kamu sedang buat ape?
sue. says:
tk uat pape
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
erm..
sue. says:
=)
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
gambar kamu sungguh menakjubkan
sue. says:
awk?
???
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
display pic ar
sue. says:
lol
ane ade
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
ade..
<----
sue. says:
tkde
sala direction nmpk??
hehe
♥Music ♥Poker ♥oldies♥ says:
hehee ye ker..
huh..
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
damn..
mlm ini mcm sungguh sedih

sue. says:
ait??
asl?
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
saya pun tidak tau mengapa..tiba2 sahaje perasan itu dtg menghampiri saya...(knp bahasa bangku gile mlm nie?)
hehe
sue. says:
haha
apa terjadi?
wadoh!
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
mungkin kerasa kesunyian..
sue. says:
carik gf la
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
kamu igt sungguh senang
sue. says:
tidak
sue. says:
bey?
fb awk
??
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
apakah maksudnya dengan FB?
sue. says:
facebook
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
facebook semua kawan2 di kuala lumpur
kawan lelaki melayu pun saya tiada..uhuh
sue. says:
really??
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
ye saya
sue. says:
hmm...
i cn be ur fwen
=)
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:

sungguh?
sue. says:
saye dari singapura
ape salanye
saye teman adik kamu lagi
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:

semua seperti memahami say skrg..
kerna,hidup say terlalu membosankan..
sue. says:
iya iya deh
apa apaan sih kamu?
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
btul..
kalau hari2 biasa...
bgn...mandi...pergi ke kerja..
sue. says:
tk jmp kwn?
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
balik bermian comp tido..
uhu
sue. says:
bermian ya??
hehe
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
*sorry bermain
sue. says:
haha
ape la
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
ok ok..sambung 2
setelah itu..jika off day..
selalunya di rumah
sungguh membosankan..
kalau sekali-sekala pergi ke kelab mlm..
kalau nasib tidak menyebelahi saya..
terpaksa pergi berseorangan..
sue. says:
hehe
jiwang ehk kamu
hehe
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
ini bukan jiwang..bahasa tu yg buat jiwang..
sue. says:
hehe
tkmo g2 la...
family awk ade
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
family is family..
kadang2 kite perlukan kasih syg dr seseorang juga kan? hehe
(ayat tk leh angkat sey)
sue. says:
hehe
ape la
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:

adush..
sometimes mcm nak balik kl je..
sue. says:
ape la...
tkmo g2
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
..
sue. says:
cheer up k?
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
ok.
sue. says:
im here for ya
=)
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
really?
sue. says:
yup
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
...
but the feeling is so dif lei
sue. says:
why?
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
tah ar..
sue. says:
ape la
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
uhu...
eh..what izzit felt to fall in love again ar?
eh eh
ape yg aku ckp nie
uhuh
sudah blur sotong sey
sue. says:
haha
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
uhuh..
sue. says:
ape la
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
ady kadang2 kan mcm tk tau ape nak buat sey
sue. says:
u cn owaes find someone to talk to
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
?
sue. says:
like me!
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:

but u always hav someone to talk to lik eur bf ke..
i dont want cause of me ppl fighting ar ape ar..
..
sue. says:
huh?
ape nie??
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
ape ape?
sue. says:
sape nk fight?
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
tk de sape2 ar
sue. says:
lol
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
uhu
ok ok change topic pls
?
sue. says:
okae
=)
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
any topic to talk about?
heelllooo..
sue. says:
no i dun
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
erm..
u holiday already right?
sue. says:
yup
same as ur sis rmbr?
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
oo k..
nxt we goin to jakarta
finally can relax my mind there
sue. says:
bestnye!
jealous sey
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
nk ikut?
sue. says:
nk nk
haha
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
...jom..
tuesday met u at airport ok..
i got extra ticket

sue. says:
ya rite
hmph!
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:

so..
u holiday not gg anywhere?
sue. says:
tk
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
uhu
try go holiday ar
genting ke..
langkawi ke..
thailand ke? hehe
sue. says:
tkla
tkde duit oi
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
hehee
sue!
after i balik from jakarta..
we hang out nk?
sue. says:
ur
sorry2
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
?
...
sue. says:
aniting
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:

i call u when i reach sg..
hopefully nth happen
sue. says:
sure
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:

mayb we can go dinner or something ar ..
sue. says:
lol
maybe huh?
♥♥♥♥wish ppl will know me better says:
ok ok..
we can go lunch dinner watch movie! ok
hehee

time goes by..

2009-06-25T09:35:00.000-07:00

Did someone care for me?
Did someone think about me?
Did someone there to listen to my problem?
Did someone hug me when i'm lonely?
Did someone kiss me when i need it?
Did someone cook for me when i'm hungry?(ooopss! sorry mom! ehhe)
Did someone company me when my break time 4hours?

huh....damn...miss all those gd moment .. :(

KL to JB and end up Sg.....

2009-06-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

Thx to they'll! :D makes me feel so happy! and all the way from kl came to JB only ar ,sandoz! hehe skate comp mcm sia ar hehehehee so many hot2 girls lei hehehe can see cannot touch! :P

"life is not always good! sometimes also It can become worst than u thought!"

Thursday!

2009-06-18T02:29:00.000-07:00

morning wake up at 12 today and watch this hangover movie! hehee damn funny lol...then after that follow by street fighter,ok ok ar... cook something to eat and sunddenly i remember i got this GV ticket,erm...is a waste...mayb later night watch alone lol... :( damn...why always like this?i so bad meh? uhuh

So in love? hell NOO!

2009-06-18T01:32:00.000-07:00

:D hady why so eassy fall in love?

What is the Purpose to being so nice?

2009-06-16T11:10:00.000-07:00

Why this thing always happening to me? can GIVE ME 1 FUCKING REASON?!!!

is it me..
who'll never comprimise,
wanna see things thru my eyes..
which means it's my way

or is it you..
who's always shutting down,
never wanting to talk about,
the problems we got.

or is it we
to blame for all that's going down.
we say that i love you but we can't work it out
it's making us not want to stay around
we need to sit down and ask ourselves..

Is a day..

2009-06-15T09:20:00.000-07:00

i miss them :(

yeah! finally got my half day today! uhuh start work at 6 and b4 that go out with this cute little girl name kinna! :P damn funny lol...she's remind me of lady gaga sey (i thought of telling her just now but takut sey) takut kena mcm tadi hehehehe...so better keep quiet! :P and too bad 5plus i have to make a move cause of stupid work loo! uhu on the way to work,i was thinking of my FRIENDS bck at kl... uhu damn i miss them so much! then reach workin place,this stupid guy just pass me this one so damn ugly uniform !somemore is PINKY WINKY! and so small!so i make that sad face "i dont want to wear can?" hehee than "HADY! Wear old uniform" yeah! so happy sia..

At work-not so busy..smooth..relax...can't wait to ask my manager to go bck early.. so again! sad face "can i go bck early,cause i very tired?" then "HADY! go bck at 11! " waaaa happy sia! haha

inside mrt otw bck home-got this one uncle super damn irrateting , mcm kera! garu sane garu sini!

beautiful Lyrics beautiful life

2009-06-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

baby its a shame
shame that we go through
things that we go through
your in love with me and im in love with you
i think that we should talk
talk about our problems
instead of running away
baby its a shame we couldnt work it out
forgot what love was all about

Is so Beautiful right? :D

life? gd gd gd :)

2009-06-14T09:32:00.000-07:00

yey!!!! kak lis & eddy! thx for coming don to SINGAPORE! hehe so happy can bring them jalan2 at town on my break time!

Kinn! dont sad sad ok!

hope u always happy! cause if u sad2 i also mcm sad2 sey! hee (mcm paham je!)

life is always like this..if u can handle it sure one day can find the love of ur life! :D and my friends always said this to me "Hey Chill ar!" hehe always LoL! hehe

Fly away! hehe lame sey pic nie! hehe :P

Work is just so damn fun! hehehe

2009-06-11T09:33:00.000-07:00

haha...me and endy today full of relaxing and talking cock all the way sia! hehee
read paper,playing phone!,taking pix and break time some accompany me for 3hour of talking on the phone! thx ya! love it! :P

this part is nearly being caught wit my manager! Than the manager say to endy "You go back 10" waaaa damn bored sey..i alone work until 11 uhuh :(

ah ha! after that this dude ask me "so free ar?" then i say bck " ya lol..wanna take picture? hehe" he say "let's do it bro! hehe" like shit ar! hehehe

ah ha! hehee this time 3 idiot try to make fun infront of the camera@! hehe funny right? hehehe

FINALLY! relax and enjoy the view of silent night at my workin place! hehee :P DAMN I SO HAPPY! thx again to YOU! (that 3hours girl lol) hehe :P

Work work and work...

2009-06-10T19:30:00.000-07:00

yeah! off to work! :D promise Nice pics tonight! hehee get ready lol! :D
HadyCrap! hehe

happy go lucky!

2009-06-10T09:21:00.000-07:00

ah ha! finally! i done it by myself! yeah! CREDIT for all those ppl who help me wit the code Music!(sue ah sape lagi) thx a lot...
ok..can't wait for tmr cause I"M heading to town lol...work very sian.. hehee

S H I T

2009-06-10T07:55:00.000-07:00

damn...so bored...at home nth to do,slack,watch movie,listen music and do some random thing.! hehee can't tell u what is that hehe..

Love and leave me...

2009-05-31T10:40:00.000-07:00

hahahaa knn! hehe :P

Like nothing to wrote ley... :P KNN KNN KKNNNN~!!~! hehee

is a day...

2009-05-29T23:13:00.000-07:00

finish so damn late ytd...so damn tired...i was think about a girl on my mind now...but donno who..my mom cook for me NASI lemak today Thx mom! heehe fav food beb..and what if this time i wrote my blog in malay! hehehe sound cool! hehehe

gile AR burung masuk rumah...hehe start keje pukul 7 malas yerrr...hehehe

ok lol! :D

WOAH! thanks! creditz to this girl! :D

2009-05-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

Thank you! :D own u supper but then u say u diet...so how? hehhee

FINALLY~~!!! hehehehe

2009-05-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

My comp is bck dowh~ ! ~ hheee
that one spoil ar,nd to change ar,need to upgrade ar heheh :P
now...off day can stay at home! :D NOT BORED ANYMORE! hehehe

This lyrics remind me of something! THX for make it really! :D

2009-05-24T11:39:00.000-07:00

<<<>>>
hey young world, im the new slick rick,
they say i move to quick but we cant let this moment past us,
let the hour glass pass right into ashes
let the wind blow the ashes right before my glasses
so i wrote this love letter right before my classes
how could a goddess ask someone thats only average, for advice
o-m-g you listen to that FUCKER!?
baby this is tragic
cause we had it, we was magic
i was flying, now im crashing
this is bad, real bad,
now im mad, real mad,
you should leave your boyfriend now,

<<>>>
so you gotta take the good with the bad, the happy and the sad
or will you bring the better future then i had in the past
cause i dont want to make the same mistakes i did
i dont wanna fall back on my face again
ill admit it, i was scared to answer loves call
and if it hits, better make it worth the fall

the day i die...

2009-05-22T11:06:00.001-07:00

huhuhu...this is life,
can't do anything ..
feel so lonely...
feel so unlucky...
damn,why this happening to me..
the more i try to forget everything is the more i make my self suffering from the past...uhu..but then try to start a new life is not easy...being good is so not cool already...is time to be bad,really bad...so damn bad!
and NO TURNING BACK! bye

Singapore flyer...

2009-04-27T10:38:00.000-07:00

is a super happening day... finally can go to this place...45mins all i do is taking pics...for more pics go to tagged or facebook ar,very lazy to upload it here ! :D

is a day!

2009-04-26T02:30:00.000-07:00

:D YTD i was mc..then thinking of going out...evening go out at orchard to catch movie...got this someone company me..she was so fucking funny lol..:P late late late...is a first time date...we watch this friday13th..damn scary lol.. :P she remind me of my ex :( huhu...ok...after that we go to watch live band at timbre..erm...at the first place she told me that she dont like live band...after awhile waaaaa hady this band is good! is super cool~! :P i was so happy she said that.. :D
after that,we went to rebel to club..hehehee famn funny first date WatchMovie,Timbre,Rebel club hehehehehe she's so happy and i so happy for her! gd lol.. :D than we call it a day~ cut! off hehee
happ and enjoying life~ :D yeah~!

my special day!

2009-04-20T20:44:00.000-07:00

happy birthday hady.. :(
this is what i always heard last year...but now...silent day...
thanks to all those ppl who wish me and still remember me!..
hope today is better than other day...

HADY IS BACK but...

2009-04-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

heyya! finally...after 1month so quite and lonely i'm bck in track to enjoy my life again! heading to somewhere can't tell!!! heheh :P for sure is out from singapore,WORK=waaa stressful when it's come to break time go back time and busy time...uhuh taak boole taahan..!!!erm...what else? GIRLS?=erm...now better stay single lol...and just learn from mistake that we can't have a rush relationship! mMm...when something happen waaaa just have to patient lol...and try to be strong...WE ALMOST! uhu...(to whoever that guy ah! take care of her! i dont want her life become like my life... smile! :) and cook for her everyday!)

my next holiday!
1.secret can't tell!
2.bali
3.thailand
4.jakarta

after my birthday i mayb go for NS,if not continue my study...see how ar eh...
ok ar...going to work already! bye all...! :D

day by day...is just loneliness...

2009-04-05T10:21:00.000-07:00

finish work,go eat then my friend from jb fetch me at far east..then..we start to talk about our life,his life is so hapy lol, and mine is so fucking stress lol...then he just say "hady relax and chill ar"
fuck! i try it lol,but i cn't is like i trying my self or should i put in this word FORCING my self to be happy...uhh but nvm ar...as long she happy i ok one...later on is my off day,i hope she free an call me wanna meet up or not?so i can pss her one thing that i being keep it so long to give to her...

this is end of everything...

2009-03-25T18:37:00.000-07:00

when u know a girl is going to play2 with u ,better not to think about her anymore..cause she is the type of playing around one...one day she sure get it from me... :)

tie a yellow ribbon down the old oak tree...

2009-03-25T18:29:00.000-07:00

is time to say bye bye for 3days....

Love you like i did....

2009-03-21T10:08:00.000-07:00

Tell me whos gonna look at you
And love you for the person you are
Tell me whos gonna understand
That sometimes you can take things too far
Tell me whos gonna be there when
Times are good and when they are bad
Tell me whos gonna love you girl
The way i loved you

Tell me whos gonna be right there
To wipe your tears whenever you cry
Tell me whos gonna talk it out
To make sure everything is alright
Tell me whos gonna call you on the telephone
When you're all alone
Tell me whos gonna love you girl

Aint nobody gonna do the things i did
Aint nobody gonna kiss the way i kiss
Aint nobody gonna spend the way i spend
Aint nobody gonna love you like i did
Aint nobody gonna be the fool for you
Aint nobody gonna open the doors for you
Aint nobody going through what i went through
Aint nobody gonna love you
Love you like i did...

Anytime you needed a friend
Girl i was right there for you
Anytime you needed love
You could call on me for that too
There is nothing, nothing that i wouldnt do for you
Tell me whos gonna love you girl
The way i loved you

Everything you always wanted
Girl you know i gave it to you
Never had to worry cuz you knew
I would take care of you
And you may find, another man
But cant nobody love you
The way that i loved you

How could you do it?
Baby, how could you
Treat me the way you did
And how could you leave me?
When you know i did
I did everything for you
And you'll never find another man to love you the way that i did
Girl nobody... nobody...
Will love you just like me...

is 21stmarch...

2009-03-20T12:28:00.000-07:00

damn...just come back from work...uhu so tired,hungry.smelly and lonely...

i still donno how to go on wit my life without her...but nvm..trying and trying..my off day is today but i tell my manager that i wanna wrk part-time cause no use for me to have off day on today since she gone in my life... hady be strong... :)

after all i still happy!

2009-03-18T03:33:00.000-07:00

erm...i must move on ... i have to change! ....cook make me feel better! :D

st.fr Mix veg and tomato...super damn nice lol :D

My special fr.Rice wit squid(orSotong) spicy...wit some thaiBelacan..waaaa

and this one i'm not too sure...is squid also...crispy tipsy babe hehehe

after all is just life... :D hope u happpy and dont miss me ok! cause i will miss all the memories! especially the **** thanks da! hady is bck! muax!

R.I.P

2009-03-17T23:28:00.000-07:00

Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but
ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we
are.

If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you
love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with
who you are, why would you ever feel trapped? You wouldn't want to change yourself, you
wouldn't need to try.

but it seems Can't for me...if really one day i'm gone in this world..just memories i can leave behind....

-hadySuck right-

Coming soon,my bloody valentine

2009-03-17T20:55:00.000-07:00

today i just wait for her to call me...she promise wanna watch this movie wit me..but i dont think she will call me lol... :(

day's goes by...

2009-03-12T09:34:00.000-07:00

at work today everything is so damn smooth...break 4hour wasting my time alone,but nvr go out for lunch...poor hady...but then...i found this stupid traktor ar...hehe playing wit it untill kena scold wit one of the guy over there hehehe...nvrmind aar..i also not scare mah.. :D

finish at 11 ,runn to catch the last train... :D yeah ...that is my life...

reach tampines i pass by this 2 place...i miss this place(alot)...i when this place alone but i still can feel that you're around ****...... uhuhuhu i miss u so much...

jack and hill..

2009-03-10T18:45:00.000-07:00

now this is what i learn,in life always have up's and down's...sometime life will goes on very smooth sometime very suck!...when u in love it's feel like very day when u woke up from ur bed you're smiling,but when is no love,the old lonely day just come to visit me again...(try to be strong ok !)<----ppl tellin me,but i can't...i just can't face the thru and hide all my feeling..when i see now u so happy with ur life,i think u make a right decision..go wit ur life! happy everyday!enjoy life!

and for me,hady u're DEAD! just live wit ur music! music is my gf.woo wooow ooowow wo woow owow o wo wowo w wo wo wo wo ow ow o wo wowowo wo wo wo wo wo wo woow o w woo wo wow wooo

Love me as a friend? ah ha!

2009-03-09T22:58:00.001-07:00

love me as a friend! huhuhu...after all those day,and all those love u being said to me is just a lie ah...gd gd..13days? 21st?love you?miss you? honey?b?playing wit kids?playing wit cat?cook all the food?breakTime? waaaa....if this decision make u feel happy,go ahead dear...i can't do anything now ..all those moment is just a pretending! thx!

this all life2 thing will end up soon!

2009-03-09T22:51:00.000-07:00

You want it to end up like this,fine...let it be like this....

u really make me like a FOOL! what ever i do after this pls,dont care bout me anymore! just care about this peron name asri or what so ever ar!...

ASRI.."now u can smile and laugh at me!"

No more love...

2009-03-09T09:44:00.000-07:00

tears on my pillow

Pain in my heart

How could we be broken, broken apart

Let's not be over, let's make it right

Don't take me through this

Another sleepless night

'Cause it's killin' me

That suddenly I find myself alone

I'll try to love you better baby

Won't you come on come on back home

I'M NOT USED TO WAKIN' UP AND BEING BY MYSELF
I'M NOT USED TO COMING HOME FROM WORK AND NO ONE'S THERE
I'M NOT USED TO MISSIN' ANYONE
I'M NOT USED TO GETTING NO LOVE
I'M NOT USED TO HAVIN' SOMEONE NEVER TOUCHIN' ME
I'M NOT USED TO THIS I WANT IT HOW IT USED TO BE
I'M NOT USED TO MISSIN' ANYONE
I'M NOT USE TO GETTING NO LOVE

FOR SO LONG! :D

2009-02-22T09:06:00.000-08:00

yeah! finally ...i'm not single ! :D so happy to have my truly baby in my life.! :D
and i cannot wait to met her tmr! heehhe going to cook something for her...:)
today at work i was super damn happy lol! hehehe FISH SOUP yeah! u ask for it , sure i give it to member ehhee....Love you my baby...nothing to say already.! :)

after chalet! :

2009-02-15T20:18:00.000-08:00

super happening! hehe everybody having fun! hehehe the best chalet ever! hehe :)i so happy cause finally got this chance to have fun wit uncle,aunty and what so ever ar,.. hehe tired but nvm ar..once in the life time! :D

"i commented you on Tagged on the 4th.chatted w you on msn on 8th.called you for the first time on the 9th.met you for the first time 10th.Today is 14th,and i think i LIKE you already.everything's happening so fast (:when you called me jus now i was actually writing down everything i rmb abt you (: hehehe.ok,continue cooking :b"

You'Re the one! :)

PhotoTime!

2009-02-12T09:09:00.000-08:00

I can feel it when you hurt|You will never be alone|All those crying days are gone|I'll be here to guide you|Baby I will be right there|And you know I will always care .... :)

You don't have to worry
I'm gonna be by your side
Even when times are hard
Just count on me and
I will always be there

2009-02-12T08:42:00.000-08:00

yyyaaaaaaaaaaaaa hehehehehee today everything goes so so so fine ! hehehee late to work..got 16miss call also cannot woke up gong2 hady!(sorryBunny)...walk down town relax while drinking coffee... :) happy life!

at work....
smooth! not busy! ehehhee as i thought! just waiting for my break time cause going to meet up wit someone important in my life.. :D

BREAK TIME!!!!!
hehehe dressUP heading to sengkang! long journey but nvm! this girl is so important to me! :D reach there i was so happy need to wait for 30mins lol hehehe nvm is ok! then we go eat at kopitiam,she also bring for me food! waaaa VERY VERY NICE LOl! hehehe :P then after that walk2...go watch saw V at one of the blok near there....and i felt so upset nd to leave her cause nd to get back to work before 7... so sad sia...ok ar...no idea already...

as i promise to upload ytd pics! nah! take this! CHEH~!

2009-02-11T08:45:00.000-08:00

awww...so damn busy today at work place..it take me 1hour to reach home...so tiring day lol...so..just now at work so many thing happen...wrong order,send to wrong table,drop the food hehee(first time lol),being dumb wit this stupid person!...waaa but still in the good mood cause of this one girl.(shussh) hehe while working we keep sms to each other , break time she call me and we talk2 until my batt low...hehe trying my best to find sonyCharger finally yeah!got it from my friend Azman..(thanksJimbo) hehe then i try to upload some pics here but then why ar cannot.! damn pissed off lol! uhu nvr...mayb next ok! :D bye! my special friend waiting for me to take the last bus to LALAWonderLand lol hehe :D nite!

in the making of my blog....

2009-02-10T09:53:00.000-08:00

being company wit my super transformer waaa everything goes so perfect ! haa finally i got blog! hehe

Music is everything!

2009-02-10T09:27:00.000-08:00

aggressive.love Being in Long Relationships.Stubbon and hard-hearted.Firm standpoint.likes to give a good fight(not one to mess with hehe.A caring person.One of a Kind. Strong-willed and highly motivated.Hardworking. Beautiful Physically and mentally.Extremely outgoing.GoodKisser?hehe donno ar...:D.strong clairvoyance.Attracts other and loves ATTENTION! .Love to help ppl in times of need.LoveTRAVELING.... dumbass! hehe..erm...music is everythin for me..without it i will lost..